WANT, but I have NOT

Sometimes, I feel I strongly want to write a story, but no words come out as powerful as my feelings and desire to express my inside. I am quite good at writing instructions and explanations to my students and colleagues, posts about my teaching experiences, or debates to explain my viewpoints with others. My problem arises when it comes to writing stories and descriptions.  

I know I have a great desire to start writing creatively. 

Many questions come to my mind when deeply thinking about this issue as a learner and writer:

  1. Is it a problem of lacking a huge list of poetic vocabulary to choose from? 
  2. Is it  a lack of background about other styles of writing to learn from? 
  3. Is it a matter of time and persistence to achieve a level of mastery in this kind of art?
  4. Is it a talent or gift from God that some people have?
  5. Is it possible to write creatively and play with words although I don’t have a narrative writing style? 
  6. Can I learn the tools of being a successful novelist?

Please, don’t say it is so easy to do this. Just go and start writing and writing and writing. I’m a very passionate learner who loves pursuing challenges and achieving difficult goals. I tried to improve my creative potential through attending some writing courses and getting engaged in many tasks. This blog was my e-portfolio for a five-week “Crafting An Effective Writer (CEW)” course last year. I created it to track my progress and improvement during that experience. I admit I loved my pieces of writing, but they weren’t what I love to read. Although I spent much time doing the required tasks, I was not satisfied with the final products. Discussing the main question about writing styles with my peers in the forums, I found that I have a Teacher (i.e., expository) and Activist (i.e., persuasive) writing styles. This explains why my descriptive and narrative writings are not creative and rich. 

Here is a piece of my CEW writings that asks for describing a natural object or scene in nature:

Leaning on the trunk of an old fallen tree in my grandmother’s lifeless garden, my eyes quickly went into a deep slumber after a long day of work. I woke up to the lovely sounds of birds singing and spinning over my head. Rubbing my sleepy eyes, I saw an incredibly charming scene with no human touch: crystal sea water, bright blue sky, colorful birds and a large grassy meadow all around. The waves lapped the seashore gently sending a cool breeze towards me to smell. I kept breathing deeply filling my lungs before it blew away with the wind. Looking around, I found them, blushing red flowers proudly stood, and gently swayed to the sea song. If I were a bee, I would spend the whole day buzzing around, just smelling their sweet fragrance, heavy in the air. The first rays of the sun, which were so white, slowly shone down upon the crystal-clear sea water creating a breathtaking landscape with delightful colors of the rainbow. Two dolphins graciously jumped out of the water making a big splash to say hello and celebrate my arrival. My eyes deeply closed, I tried to lustily hug this magnificent scene, when my 80-year-old grandma’s croaky deep voice sent me back to where I was on the other side of the sight. Although it lasted a few moments, this dream stuck in my mind simply because it carried unforgettable memories in my life.

I am not a person who gives up so easily. That’s why I decided to start a new e-dventure of writing. It is a free online course hosted by FutureLearn about “Writing Fiction“. If you are interested, please join me. I hope I would find what I’m searching for; tools of crafting my own style of narrative writing.


I’m starting a new e-dventure of writing!


I’m starting a new online course Start Writing Fiction on the FutureLearn platform from April 28, 2014 for 8 weeks. This hands-on course helps you to get started with your own fiction writing, focusing on the central skill of creating characters.

https://www.futurelearn.com/courses/start-writing-fictionIn this course, we will listen to established writers talk about how they started writing and consider the rituals of writing and the importance of keeping a journal. We will learn how to develop our ideas and the importance of reflecting on writing and editing, and we will hear other writers talking about their approaches to research and consider ways of turning events into a plot.

We will also have the opportunity to review and comment on the work of fellow writers, and receive peer feedback on our own story, learning the importance of reading as a writer and how to receive and respond to feedback. I will continue tweeting about what I learn from this course using this hashtag #FLfiction14.